i telll people what they need to hear. i let people know that they are doing the wrong thing. but still i fall so far in just a matter of minutes. i don'tget it how could one loved so much my the lamb make such a mess of his love. i mess with him and hope that he takes me back knowing that he will every time why can't life just be perfect like in fairy tales. when once the bad is over and you have fallen in love you live happily ever after why can't it be like that in real life. all i want is to live with my lord and savior and live happily ever after no more sin no more temptaions. i guess thats in heaven. but im tired of fighting trying to prove my love to those who only make me fall farther i can't wait to get away. i can't wait to see those pearly gates. i mean im not suicidal i think we already covered that but i can't wait to go to heaven. i can't wait till the devil is banished from my life. right now i try so hard to be pure and holy. but then i fall on my face. it seems like its the same couple of sins over and over and over again. like im addicted. i realize that i am addicted to sin. yes its true. i cannot go on without sinning its in my nature. but when jesus died on the cross he took that need to sin. now i can go without as long as i except what he did. and let him rule my life. i don't understand why thats so hard. letting the ultimete ruler rule my life hmmmmmmmmmmm. that sounds easy but its one of those things easier said then done. i am tired of my sins so im going to lay them on the cross again and leave them there this time. no more picking them up and taking them with me. i am forgiven its time for me to start acting like it. are you forgiven. because you can be its really easy just ask him. but once he forgives you you have to forgive yourself which is alot harder. i am forgiven but my lord YAY!
love and peace
drivensane
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